Author: Mentor Ben Drake

For me if I never found Network Marketing the 2^nd time my life would not be what it is today. The confidence that have right now would be a lot less. Such as going to Adelaide or Korea they were big. Also having finally having colleagues who support who am, I would be sorting out own life and weight would of been tricky. Personally may have even declined health.

Anyway, before coming back to Network Marketing own life was a mess. It is difficult explain such, I am still working on picking up the pieces and getting it all back together. Asking own self regularly am I ready for this, that is the hardest area. It is going to take time to find that answer to such, part of me say's yes. Anyway, it is part of a everyday challenge, a wise phrase was said to me recently if you are unsure take a leap of faith and do it. It means go ahead and know that was to happen was meant to happen. It certainly does clear things up but makes it hard to know where to next. I have done many things which have been talking from my heart at times recently and that means working on what is going on.

It is time to say well it is time to go, time to rebuild my own life. A life which prior to Network Marketing would not of been possible, I know that deep inside my heart I am where I am meant to be right now and that what is going on needs to be dealt with over time. I have a number of areas that I want to achieve in life and prior to Network Marketing, most of these were a battle as own confidence was shot, now having more confidence within myself through support and more it has been great.

Designing own life has been a interesting thing and creating a work life balance in my own life. Yes may have always had goals and yet was unaware of ways to break them down into achievable chunks, often the dead line would pass and just was unable to go from there. I have broken down a number of goals and will work on breaking others down even more. Lately I have been learning so much about who I am as person and what I am like when I am stressed and have not had sufficient time to myself it can become frustrating experience. It is hard to know what is too much personally even though that is what am working on achieving that balance.  Leaving that working 7 days for most of the last 6 months took its toll. It is what happens; now I need to say well Ok that 6 days labour and 1 day rest sounds great.

The rest will allow to get me through that next week, taking care of myself. It is time to work on ok that balance which means making sure that everything is done and ready and working well.

Ok continuing on from yesterday's blog. What is meant by a lifestyle that want to design? It's about creating a life away from the current situation and walking away from such. At the moment yes I am tending to keep quiet about what is going on trying to avoid destroying the friendships which have seen happen. Leaving the rough stuff out until know its a true friend. The life that refer to is a life of positive.

It is a life where I am comfortable and able to experience a life that truly desire,  living the ultimate lifestyle, yet also knowing that have those who really do care deeply and in own heart. That is the type of life that I am designing, a life where am healthy, a husband and father. That is the life wanting to create kids and wife with a wonderful family. Able to have friends come over for meals, dinner or lunch which does include colleagues, having fun and enjoying myself seeing the world and sharing many great experiences with wife who I love deeply. That is the best way to describe that life.

Yes I am working on getting a business going. The challenges ahead that need work health, lifestyle and kids. I am glad to have met some of the greatest people that know right now, some of them are wonderful and amazing people.

Ok a new blog for me; I have deleted the old one to allow me a fresh start with a new journey. I am going to avoid bringing negative into such; unless there is a lesson to be learnt from such. This means leaving complaints out, despite the past injustices it is time to work on building my own better life. So let us get started again at the beginning.

I am running my own business and really enjoy what the business has brought me health wise. I have had so many improvements in my physical health over the past 2 years despite the fact that I have worked hard on getting away from a past, which has had many challenges. These days the one thing that I will not accept and never have is bullying or any form of it. If someone starts to sound demeaning or putting, me down in some way I will walk away.

I grew up in a home environment which was somewhat disruptive, aggressive and not the best environment. Hence, why I walk away from bullying in any form; having had such in my life, it is hard yet I have had to work to create a new life where was able to walk away from such. Even though at times it can be how someone has worded a email, letter or subject. It is hard for me to know at times, what will bring something up; I am working to be more aware of such.

I have held a number of volunteering roles from first aider to my current role with marine rescue. Over the last 15 years there has been a number of volunteering roles. Initially I was training in information technology, I left that area for health reasons. Anyway I just love my business and my health improvements despite having limits it is what happens, yet those limits change reguarly. Yes there have been a number of small and big wins over the years, yet its allowed building confidence.

Anyway it is time to build that confidence more and more. To say goodbye to the old life and walk away from that life. Living that life that desire and truly want to live.