I grew up feeling isolated and alone As a teen health was poor and I still had to learn the skills to transform it. I was bullied at school, at times it would be physical aswell.
I barely knew going anywhere other than home. That was to do with family aswell they only really knew work and home.
A number of years later I joined network marketing and then train club starting to socialise more. I had also been a member of a 12 step program. I was seeking friendship and love.
I found out years later who I was happened to be someone who cares deeply for others taking their beliefs and opinions on board so I had to learn to think for myself. Having that love and caring for others has been difficult as there has been those who were incapable of knowing that love which I did have for them as a friend. Aswell as needing to learn that there are 3 types of Love in the World friendship, family and partner.
