Chapter 13 the brain
Napoleon speaks about our thoughts and vibrations from the eather, that we can pickup on the external vibrations from other minds which are around us. When we are accustomed to negative vibrations we pick them up, at times a person is unaware of just how negative environment they are in until they begin to experience a positive neaturing growing environment. This happened to myself.
Personally it has taken many years to realise the effect of such an environment has had on me as a person and the need to keep a positive mindset. It’s a challenge personally and something that has to be done, it means limiting time with family members and those who are negative. Keeping up the personal development and self talk.
You see a lot of memories are so dark because it all has to do with love, I literally let those people break my heart and hurt me as I was unable to stop these events getting through to my heart owing to the environment. There are two positive experiences from a recent relationship they are a very powerful kiss and a night of passion. Both stuck in my mind, the night of passion was memorable owing to having done my self talk that much and picked up on the love that much that it just flowed through my life that evening. These are both very memorable experiences and yet the rest are painful.
I let these people hurt me because I loved and cared about them, yet the hurt me because of their ways. Its hard and I know its safe to love and care about others again although it is so much pain for me, yet the thing that I have also been working with is loving myself as a person. It also letting go of the pain from years of grieving over those experiences and knowing it’s safe to love again.
For me I have been unable to greieve the loss of my grandparents who were like parents to me who I loved so much. One especially my grandmother was my bestfriend someone who I could talk to about a lot of thngs, however she passed on nearly 2 years ago now. I have spent a lot of the last number of years hurting owing to her decline over many years which was hard personally as it felt like I lost her slowly the woman who was the kindest most supportive woman I have ever met. She would do anything for me and I loved her so much, a hug or simular. Its hard to believe its been two years now and over 25 since I lost my first grandparent which has to be dealt with too.
Love has literally been so much pain that my heart broke into a million pieces and needed to be rebuilt piece by peiece. Step by step. I want to thank Michael, Willena and ken for their mentoring and guidance in helping me to become the person I was meant to be. To the mental cleanse participants thank you for your inspiration and guidance.
Ben Drake
Mona Vale NSW Australia
Personal Lesson plan for chapter 13 of the 30 day mental cleanse.
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