I have been doing a bit of personal development lately and one thing that came to mind today is that I have put a lot of my life on hold owing to my love of my biological family. A family who I care deeply for yet they do not return such. It’s who they are as people, for me it’s time to concentrate on my own life not on that which my own family wants. It has been years since I have felt in control of my own life, e.g. not being screamed at for something. For me it’s time to do some of those things that I really want, I have lived my life for my family as per my biological family for years.
For me it’s time to walk that road of success leaving behind those painful memories of the past. It’s also time to say well this is what I am going to have in my own life and it’s knowing no matter what there are others out there who care about me. Thank you all. Last night showed many things; the people who are the greatest and yet they have also become wonderful friends. Saying hello is a pleasure with them and it’s wonderful to know them, they are the best people I could ever ask for in my life.
There is so much love coming from these friends, they are people who care about me. Yet it is not just the people who are in my business there are others also, 3 great ladies who are wonderful and external to my business each of them is a gem. It is just so great, I have put so many things on hold because I considered my brother, sister, mum and dad over myself. I listened to them their destructive ways, their opinions of what they wanted me to be. I have learned so much about myself and right now I know I give from the heart. There are people who I shall have to leave behind owing to their attitude right now. People who may never understand or be bothered understanding, that is who they are. Sure it’s been a very emotional journey and I have had to lock a lot of this up for years.
There are things that I want to know, see, experience and do. It’s not that I feel I have not lived my life, it’s more I have put others ahead of me for too long. I have done what they want rather then what I want or need to do. It is time to walk this journey and to say well I am not prepared to put up with such from my family, you are not ahead of me in my own life. I know what I am looking for with things and I am just too glad.
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Be a mentor with a servants heart Ben Drake
