I never realised how destructive some influences can be. Work colleagues can have the same destructive influence on people as with the rest of society. Everyone has a different upbringing and well you have to think about what that person has been through as a person; some people get their lives destroyed by these influences. It can be very hard for lots of people, the thing you have to learn to do is start believing in yourself and determining what you are meant to be and do in life.
This only happens when you switch off to the negative bad programming as a person, to do this you need to sometimes distance yourself from those influences totally and limit your association with those people only seeing them when it suits you. It can be very trying at times, for me personally I have to distance myself from the people I love most owing to who they are as people. They have some pretty destructive influences in their lives. You have to look at it like teaching someone how to do something yet if they listen to all their chatter that they are not good enough then they will not be successful.
That is what destroyed me listening to all that bad programming. It’s why my weight got bad and my health got bad as I just did not care about myself, I could not love myself because of all the negative bad influences in my life. This did include family and many other sources, these days I have to work constantly on programming the good rather than the bad, these days my life is not as much as a mess as it was 3 years ago now. Far out has it been just shy of 3 years now since I began this journey of getting my health under control. Well all I can say is that it’s been an amazing journey one that has had its ups and downs.
Recently I had a oh my gosh moment. Ages ago I brought some 82 sized jeans and they have not always fitted right, they have been too tight. Lately they fit like a gem; I can sit in them comfortably no problems. I went out and brought small undies on the weekend, for me seeing myself go from that triple extra large to a small within the last 3 years has been just such an amazing thing. Anyway for me I just love the fact that I am able to now fit into small pants, next I am up for working on fitting into a small shirt. I already have one singlet which is small and fits like a gem, the road ahead is going to be an awesome one.
