Ok I have been learning so much about myself and my family these last few weeks. Now I understand where all the love came from as a child. There is nothing I can do to go back to that point in time however I was raised how I was raised. Nothing can change such, for me I can only live my life as I know one person would have wanted me to of lived. I grew up with parents who were unable to show their love for others it was what happened. They just could not do it; one was literally incapable of doing such. The other well they would buy you anything you wanted all the latest gadgets, the car whatever. It was who they were. That was part of my family yet I also lived with my grandparents who were the opposite and well great people.
I grew up in a generational family which was interesting as when I was born my great grandparents even lived with us. Now that is part of life, I do not remember those years I was only a baby. Yet I can remember the later years living with my grandparents my grandmother who would do anything for anyone she would sit there listening and was just so loving. It explains the reason why I was reasonable during the years living with my grandparents a loving woman who lived a good life. She was someone you could talk to, there was also my grandfather he was a loving person alone. Having grown up with love having come from my grandmother and as soon as she started becoming worse the love started to fade.
Recently my grandmother passed away after a number of years in the nursing home yet she was not the same person she once was. Yet I when listening at her funeral to my uncle speak of her and how she was it finally made sense of what type of person she was. For me I have been on the adventure and I enjoy such, if you want to learn more about relationships http://bdrake.successin10steps.com/?mad=52669 some of the information is available from this eBook.
