I sat at my volunteer role this morning on what is referred to as the dog watch, why? as it can be either dead or where the problems happen. That is what the watch is like its typically dead anyway I took along some interesting reading material which was nice. From that material I learnt more about myself and my family as to what happened and even why, how come it’s been such a struggle for me living with my biological family, living with 3 people who are controlling and another who is unable to show love for another person although it may be there. Myself I am someone who needs to be constantly appreciated and loved, told daily, told regularly that someone cares. That’s who I am.
I have grown up in a family where it’s stuff, just more and more stuff. My biological family has the latest things, the computers which are up to date. The HDMI TV’s, the latest this or that, they buy everything they want. This is someone who has to have everything their way. Whist reading the information today it told me so much more about my family then I had ever been able to learn in my entire life. Yet it explains so many things to me as a person who I am and why, also how come I have been struggling with my life as dealing with my family. Even those false friends, ah those false friends the ones who I used to hang out with in my early 20’s who did more damage than anything else. I only stay in touch with one of them from that period.
I started to understand why my biological family fell apart and now understand why my yearning is for distance with them. It has to do with a number of things, in a way I will achieve such. I have just been enjoying this adventure lately it’s been so great. No matter what I know that I am in the relationships business and to me it’s time to build those great relationships. I have only scratched the surface and found 3 of the truest friends ever.
If you want to learn more about yourself as a person and how you can create better relationships take a look at success in 10 steps available here http://bdrake.successin10steps.com/?mad=52669 it’s a very powerful book and has loads of information as to people and how they work together. It’s based not just at the network marketing industry; it’s about every day success also.
Be a mentor with a servants heart Ben Drake
